A nurse wearing a cross at The Royal: "I'm not your Sister. I am a nurse here."

I prepared this letter for a nurse here at The Royal on my e-Paper tablet. After I asked to speak with her when she got a moment.

(name),

You are wearing a cross.

You profess to be a Christian by wearing it.

I am a Christian whether or not I am wearing a cross.

I have a duty to God to speak with you.

You work here dispensing pharmakeia to human beings made in God's image.

You are complicit in walking me to suicide.

How does this not bother you, sister?

Please look at Got Question's article on pharmakeia, and read my website.

Then pray about it.

I worry for you.

-- Steven Reynen

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I approached her with my tablet and asked her if I could speak with her, sister.

She said "I'm not your sister, I'm a nurse here."

I said "You are wearing a cross. You profess to be a Christian."

She refused to speak with me.

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Now, she has been my prime nurse before. Even though I have requested that I never have to have her as my nurse again via email to my doctor and the client and family relations team manager. She has still been my nurse a couple more times. I have jokingly told her that she cannot handle me.
I have seriously told her that I am not an MK ULTRA slave any more, that I have been set free in Christ since 2019.

(For the record, I no longer have a prime nurse. I had her, then another nurse, then her again. Now I just get a 'seemingly random' nurse each day. I joke and ask 'Did you draw the short stick.')

What do I do if I have her for a nurse again?

What am I to do?

I can't leave. I am on a form 4 and a form 33.

I can't even leave the unit for a cigarette. I still don't have permission to go to the Schizophrenia North courtyard by myself.

If she tells me to do something, and I don't think its hospital policy, I still don't have official copies of what the hospital says the rules are. So what do I do in that scenario?

What if she charts things in my chart that are factually inaccurate? I am not even allowed to look at my chart.

I am not saying she has done such a thing, but she is walking around proclaiming her allegiance to Christ by wearing a simple golden cross (not a Catholic one), and yet she tells me she isn't my sister.

Is she implying she doesn't believe that I am a Christian?

Or she saying she isn't a 'real' Christian, she just likes wearing a cross? As if it were a fashion accessory.

What's even happening at this point, Abba?

I wonder if she would tell me what congregation she was a part of? Is she a member of one? She was never one of the staff members who threw up a 666 hand gesture.

A nurse, (name), when I was in mood wouldn't tell me what physical church she belonged to.

(Please note: I haven't found a church that is a good fit yet. They won't even let me out on passes here at The Royal at present. But I have been chased out of one church while I was a patient here. I was told to 'Get the f**k out of here!' as I was leaving by a member of that congregation. At another, there was a someone behind the pulpit with everyone taking notes, which I felt was strange. And then he said that God told him that 'Time was the governing force of the universe.' I had to leave at that point I was so angry, and I felt dirty when I left that building.)

2 Timothy 4:3

For a time is coming when people will no longer listen to sound and wholesome teaching. They will follow their own desires and will look for teachers who will tell them whatever their itching ears want to hear.

2 Timothy 3:7-8

⁷ always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth. ⁸ Now as Jannes and Jambres resisted Moses, so do these also resist the truth: men of corrupt minds, disapproved concerning the faith;

John 16:1-4

16 “All this I have told you so that you will not fall away. ² They will put you out of the synagogue; in fact, the time is coming when anyone who kills you will think they are offering a service to God. ³ They will do such things because they have not known the Father or me. ⁴ I have told you this, so that when their time comes you will remember that I warned you about them. I did not tell you this from the beginning because I was with you,

I am a Christian. I believe in Jesus.

I haven't even finished reading the entire bible yet. I am not a pastor, let alone a theologian! But, I am a little one of Christ Jesus!

I am ready to ride, and die, and suffer for Christ Jesus every single day.

Thy will be done, Abba, Christ Jesus, Holy Spirit, not my will.

To God be ALL the glory!

The Canadian Government knows what goes on in places like this across the country.

They won't let me leave!

See: Oh Canada... What has become of thee?