A patient or staff must have broken into my room while I slept. Implicit Threat?
Was there an implicit threat by leaving blatant evidence by entering my room in the middle of the night despite my room being clearly observed by overnight staff?
Despite the fact that the orderly has a clear line of sight from her desk to my room, a patient or a staff member must have walked into my room.
Earlier yesterday during one of my two times allowed outside (for twenty minutes a piece) I picked a rose from the walled-in courtyard.
When I awoke, at 4:13 AM, all the petals on my rose were picked off and placed on the desk beside it.
Why was a patient and/or a staff member allowed to enter my room while I slept? I know that I am a Christian, but I am also a human being made in God's image. What's happening here?
Theoretically, if this could happen, a patient and/or staff member could enter my room, and lay hands on me while I slept.
Perhaps they could even enter my room, strike themselves in the face, and scream that I assaulted them, even if I was sound asleep.
What's happening at The Royal?
I reported this incident to my over night nurse, but I am not sure whether she even put it in my chart. So now I will have to email the Client and Family Relations Team Manager.
Perhaps they think now that I have abandoned my legal rights, they can treat me even more poorly, since I won't do my civil claim, or complain that human rights abuses took place here.
What if they started raping me in the middle of the night?
I hear that men can be raped by women. Another patient warned me earlier in my stay. They enter your room in the middle of the night and start touching your penis while you sleep, and then you are sexually aroused, and it goes from there.
Staff here have repeatedly assured me that no patient or staff member will enter my room and try to rape me. But, I have no reason to believe them since they are already trying to walk me to suicide.
Trusting my Abba, Christ Jesus, and the Holy Spirit with everything.