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a little one of Christ Jesus (reynen.ca) is an independent publication launched in May 2025 by Steven Reynen. If you subscribe, you'll get email newsletters about new content when it's available. If you so choose, you may donate monthly or yearly as an ongoing donation to help support me financially while I am a psychiatric prisoner at the Royal Ottawa Mental Health Centre in Ottawa, Ontario Canada. The content will be the exact same as a free subscription. Thank you and God bless you!
Jesus Loves You!
Who is Steven Reynen?
A born again Christian (saved by grace through faith alone).
An ex-MK ULTRA slave - free in Christ since 2019.
(if I had an 'MK ULTRA backstory' - it would be John Egbert from Homestuck)
A psychiatric prisoner. (Forms D, 4, and 33 - the age Christ Jesus died)
A satanic ritual abuse survivor.
A gang-stalking survivor.
A no-touch torture survivor (various mind invasive technologies).
A victim of EEG Heterodyning. (I had sleep studies done years ago here at The Royal - could have been done to me when I was three too though!)
I was 'third-eye blinded by Satan' after I was saved (he was mocking me saying 'trust your Abba' as he did it). [Article here]
I believe I have Williams Syndrome. [Article here]
2 Corinthians 12:9-11
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
My favourite gift from my Abba, Christ Jesus and the Holy Spirit (God Almighty - all-powerful, all-knowing, everywhere, eternal) is love.
I love Jesus Christ (The Lord of Lords and King of Kings).
I love my neighbours and enemies (my buddies: they can be both enemies and neighbours at the same time) - by God's grace.
I love my nation: Canada! (just not impressed with its legislation surrounding mental health)
I enjoy tobacco, music (especially hymns), basketball, puppies, nature, walking, and laughter.
I am working on making my humour more Godly, with my Abba's help of course! (Regeneration, baby!)
Despite the fact that I love them and respect them, I had to decide who I loved more, God or them, so I have cut ties with my extended biological family per:
Luke 18:29-30
And he said unto them, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or parents, or brethren, or wife, or children, for the kingdom of God's sake, Who shall not receive manifold more in this present time, and in the world to come life everlasting.
I am a grown man that thinks guinea pigs are adorable.
I can't wait to connect with some of my family (my brothers and sisters in Christ) - but I have major trust issues on account of all of the abuse. I hope they will be patient with me - even if I am a bit weird.
I have been justified. I am being sanctified. And I will be glorified!
I am a sinner, and a saint simultaneously.
Of sinners I am chief, but I am no Paul - something I like to say.
I look up to Paul. He said to imitate him as he imitated Christ - and I cannot wait to give both of them a hug.
I want all of my buddies (all over the world) to accept Christ's free gift (which will not be forced upon them). They have free will.
It doesn't matter who they are - I am no better than they.
So hear this, please:
If you are:
a Catholic
a Muslim
a Baha'i
an Atheist
a Freemason
a Jesuit
a Satanist
a Rothschild
a King or Queen
a 'pure-blooded' Luciferian
a MK-ULTRA slave
etc.
I want you to be my brother or sister in Christ and have eternal life rather than experiencing eternal torment along with the Devil (who is doomed) and all the spiritual powers and principalities that serve him.
Repent less ye perish.
The only way is by believing in Jesus.
John 6:29
Jesus told them, “This is the only work God wants from you: Believe in the one he has sent.”
Ephesians 2:8-9
For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast.
Ephesians 6:12
For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.
Believe in Jesus and accept him as your Lord and Saviour and he will save you. You will face trials and tribulations, but you can be of good cheer.
There is no better friend or counsellor than Jesus Christ.
I pray you get the honeymoon period with Jesus that I never had the luxury of having (Mine only lasted an approximate literal day - but it was the best day of my life, bar none).
How to contact Steven?
email:
steven@reynen.ca
mail:
Steven Reynen
1145 Carling Avenue
Room 3861
Schizophrenia North
Ottawa, Ontario
K1Z 7K4
Want to donate?
donate here!
(one time donation! you can put money on my commissary!)
This will go towards cigarettes/pipe tobacco/essentials/ and perhaps pizza for myself and the other patients and staff.
You can also donate clothes and essentials to The Royal for the other psychiatric prisoners here, many of which are MK ULTRA slaves.
They are needy - and could use your help!
Major Transgressions!
In was brutally raped and was made to murder at least one person at the age of three (I think his name was James)
I slept with many prostitutes.
I was a chronic masturbater and porn addict.
I was a addicted to drugs and alcohol.
I have driven many times under the influence. (Thankfully never hurt anyone).
I slept with many girlfriends (outside of marriage).
I had various delusions (some from MK ULTRA programming).
I used to fantasize about suicide and had to be resuscitated from one suicide attempt.
I have stolen.
I have lied.
I have cheated.
I was a violent man and an abusive big brother.
I did a very poor job of honouring my parents.
I used to be addicted to movies and video games (I was an idolater).
I was a blasphemer.
I used to take pharmakeia. (I have written an advance directive since).
I was addicted to the card game Magic the Gathering - digitally and physically.
One of my ex-girlfriends pregnant with my child had an abortion.
I was a misogynist.
I made a lot of racist remarks and jokes.
Despite all these transgressions, I do not have any criminal charges, and was able to get a vulnerable sector check from the Ottawa Police Services in 2024 so I could volunteer.
I am being regenerated by the Holy Spirit. I am still fallible, but I am not the same man I once was: I make mistakes every day.
My enemies (some are neighbours as well if they are human - making them my buddies, not friends) are trying to walk me to suicide by threatening to inject me with pharmakeia against my will, despite having written an advance directive when I was declared mentally capable. I am choosing to remain hopeful and placing my trust in my Abba, Christ Jesus and the Holy Spirit.
Heads up to my Brothers and Sisters in Christ (my family):
I love you dearly. Because of my abuse - I have major trust issues.
If you are born again - and you come up to me and profess your faith - I will call you brother or sister. The problem is many people that gang stalk me and ritually abuse me claim to be my family, and then throw up a 666 hand gesture or something similar.
If you love me as your brother I would appreciate your prayers to our Abba!
He is keeping me safe. But your prayers help me - thank you for them brother! Thank you for them sister! Don't you worry about me! Thanks and praise to God Almighty for them!
2 Corinthians 1:11
And you are helping us by praying for us. Then many people will give thanks because God has graciously answered so many prayers for our safety.
I need space to heal from all my emotional, psychological, physical abuse.
I will continue to pray for you.
It breaks my heart each and every time someone professes their faith to me and I can't be 100% certain whether they are my family.
So... for now please give me space.
Romans 10:6-10
But the righteousness that is by faith says: “Do not say in your heart, ‘Who will ascend into heaven?’”(that is, to bring Christ down) “or ‘Who will descend into the deep?’” (that is, to bring Christ up from the dead). But what does it say? “The word is near you; it is in your mouth and in your heart,” that is, the message concerning faith that we proclaim: If you declare with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you profess your faith and are saved.
You know you will be glorified because you accepted Christ. And I know we will love each other perfectly when we are glorified. We will be united in love.
Revelation 21:4
He will wipe every tear from their eyes, and there will be no more death or sorrow or crying or pain. All these things are gone forever.
My life has been triple R rated. It is hard to make triple R rated PG. So I will put disclaimers on my posts for my family in case it discusses something too graphic. You aren't worldlings - but I don't want to upset you.