Any way you slice it! *WARNING* EXTREME SPECULATION
LEADING WITH: I AM NOT A PROPHET. I DON'T HAVE THE GIFT OF PROPHECY. MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL GET IT. I HAVE ASKED FOR IT CONFIDENTLY AND NOT DOUBTING, BUT MAYBE I WILL NEVER GET IT.
Disclaimer: My best guess is that I am one of, if not the weakest of God's elect. Satan is a predator (and evil incarnate), and like all predators, preys on the weak and vulnerable. I have undergone extreme abuse, and am currently isolated from my entire family (all of my brothers and sisters in Christ). But, he can't separate me from my Abba, Christ Jesus or the Holy Spirit. He just can't. Even if he tried everything. Scripture can't be broken, and nothing will separate me from the love of God.
Remember, I can boast in my weakness, if I must boast in myself at all, for when I am weak then I am strong, and I can always boast that my Abba, Christ Jesus, and the Holy Spirit are God Almighty: all powerful, all knowing, everywhere, eternal, and perfect in every way.
I am a Christian. I am a victim of no-touch torture. Gang-stalking. Satanic Ritual abuse. The Canadian Government knows who I am, and is a party involved in me being walked to suicide at present. I am unethically detained against my will at a psychiatric prison.
MAYBE (EXTREME SPECULATION)
The foot soldiers (some of them MK-ULTRA slaves: the bottom of the Satanic totem pole) gang-stalking me, spiritually abusing me, emotionally abusing me, psychologically abusing me, physically and sexually abusing me, and abusing their position of power, probably don't know what to do right now.
The same things keep happening (And while it may all be really complicated, maybe it just boils down to this):
They keep torturing me. Jesus keeps saving me from a terrible death.
They abuse me in any way, then by God's grace I ultimately forgive them from my heart. They just keep doing it.
I make mistakes sometimes, but my debt has already been paid in full.
They persecute me, and that makes my eternal reward better and they go deeper into sin for their actions.
They look for loopholes, but at the end of the day, no one can take away my faith (saved by grace through faith alone, which is a gift from God).
They keep threatening me with more and more extreme things, but I don't fear pain or death, because I know Jesus won't let me experience more suffering than I can bear, and I need not fear their threats.
Perhaps they keep getting reprogrammed (the MK ULTRA slaves), and are dealing with alternate personalities, confusing and conflicting instruction, and their own abuse, and that makes things more difficult for them, too.
Every now and then Luke 21:15 happens:
For I will give you words and wisdom that none of your adversaries will be able to resist or contradict.
Also:
There are human governments, with real laws, and real consequences for breaking them: I don't understand their inner workings, but I do respect authority and try my best to respect the law.
There are temporal and eternal consequences for each action (free will).
I have given up my legal rights, but I can still choose which to excise at any given point. And, I have dropped all current legal action, save for the appeals of the Forms 4, 33 and D.
Now maybe the people high up in the occult with access to these technologies and various weapons and supposed occult 'knowledge' and capabilities (I don't even know how their 'hogwarts' stuff works, nor the nature of their hierarchies) might be at a point where they don't know what to do with me either.
Perhaps because...
Maybe Satan hates me so much, he still wants to persecute me as much as possible, and is furious he can't persecute me more than he does (for whatever reason, be it some consequence or that scripture can't be broken, and God keeps stopping him).
Maybe Satan hates me so much, he is waiting for the Anti-Christ himself to kill me, and maybe he is frustrated because he has to deal with me being child-like for Jesus until then. Perhaps only because like from the 'elite' occultists to the MK-ULTRA slaves, Jesus keeps saving me from his every attempt to kill me. Maybe he hates me so much, he wants his own children (if you aren't a child of God, you belong to the Devil: it is boolean) to leave me alone so my eternal reward stops getting better. Maybe he wants his children to leave me alone as well, so they stop contemplating accepting Christ Jesus' free gift, because the Devil hates everyone and wants everyone in the lake of fire with him, and Christ Jesus keeps using me to point others to back to Him (Christ Jesus, the Lord of Lords and King of Kings).
Ultimately, it isn't up to him (Satan), it is up to Him (my Abba, Christ Jesus and the Holy, Holy, Holy, Holy Spirit)
So, maybe he doesn't know whether I will be die before the tribulation, or what would happen to me during it. Nor do I know when it will be my time to die, or how and where it will be. Satan isn't all powerful, all knowing and everywhere. he just hates me.
Maybe he wants me to die so badly, but he can't kill me himself, and his children can't seem to kill me, so he hopes I accidentally slip on a banana peel somehow and then Jesus doesn't save me from it (for one reason or another).
Remember, this is all EXTREME SPECULATION
Any way you slice it:
I am taking things day by day, trusting my Abba, Christ Jesus and the Holy Spirit with everything.
I am unemployed and a psychiatric prisoner.
I don't get to tell my human enemies (people who mean me harm, whom I am to do my best to love) what to do.
I must respect authority where it doesn't contradict scripture or violate my conscience. They give their full time governing, and I am only a tax payer (even though I am on disability).