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Steven Reynen

Free in Christ since 2019. Ex-MK ULTRA slave. Psychiatric Prisoner. (Royal Ottawa Mental Health Centre) No Touch Torture Survivor. Satanic Ritual Abuse Survivor. Gang-Stalking Survivor.

📍 Ottawa, Ontario, Canada

A nurse wearing a cross tells me she is not a Christian

So I asked my nurse just now who is wearing a cross if she was a Christian. She said 'No'. I said 'But you're wearing a cross.' Then I paused and said 'I have no further questions. I will keep praying for you&

A nurse just confiscated the webcam from my room

A nurse just confiscated the webcam in my room. (I had e-mailed the Client and Family Relations Team Manager about this last week). I was told that management told him to confiscate the webcam in my room and that Dr. Rogers and the Unit Manager would be speaking with me

What do I do when life hands me bananas?

I make cookies with bananas with my Abba. It isn't optimal. But He loves me unconditionally, and takes the time to make the cookies the way I want to, even if it is the most convoluted, least efficient, and weirdest way to bake them. I love him so

Another E-Mail about the Satan Worshipper on the unit

Hi (Unit Manager) and (Client and Family Relations Team Manager) (name), the person who identifies as trans and as a worshipper of Satan got back on the unit today. (name) and the nurse (name) and (name) and I met to discuss concerns a while ago. I have been doing my

WARNING: LUKE 17:1-3 I have decided on my suicide method, IF AND ONLY IF the parties involved succeed in walking me to it.

It would be better to be thrown into the sea with a millstone hung around your neck than to cause one of these little ones to fall into sin.

Pslams 131

Psalm 131 A song for pilgrims ascending to Jerusalem. A psalm of David. 1 Lord, my heart is not proud; my eyes are not haughty. I don’t concern myself with matters too great or too awesome for me to grasp. 2 Instead, I have calmed and quieted myself, like

Sing to Me of Heaven

Sing to me of Heaven, as I walk alone, Dreaming of the comrades that so long have gone; In a fairer region ’mong the angel throng, They are happy as they sing that old, sweet song. I praise. the. LORD! for the people that wrote this hymn, sang this hymn,

The staff tonight didn't want to take me for my second trip to the courtyard. Here's how my Abba turned that around.

Perhaps I will learn to write psalms like King David! Wouldn't that be beautiful!

Things to do while I am a psychiatric prisoner at The Royal.

I have projects, hobbies, and activities to keep busy: * reading scripture (90 day bible study, repeat with different translations and notes - starting July 1st) * reading sermons and other miscellaneous Christian works * reading * Introduction to Logic course at Stanford (to prepare for Carleton in the fall) * http://intrologic.stanford.edu/

People behave differently...

An ex-girlfriend of mine once told me (years ago)... People behave differently when they know they are being watched. Not to mention, my Abba, Christ Jesus, and the Holy Spirit are: All powerful. All knowing. Everywhere. Eternal. They know what people will do before they even do it, no matter