Big Email (Included the Pro Bono Law Society of Ontario for the first time)
To Whom It May Concern,
I just spoke briefly with the on call unit manager for Schizophrenia North for today (Sunday June 22nd, 2025).
I asked her who I should speak to about the glaring factual inaccuracies contained within the documents from the CCB (Consent and Capacity Board) hearings.
Inaccuracies and omissions from this hospitalization, and the prior one, as well as many others.
She says to speak with my doctor.
But my doctor is walking me to suicide, acknowledges such (and presently on vacation), and trying to get me to take pharmakeia so I go back to my abusive parents in a drugged (pharmakeia) stupor like I did last time (2021/2022 admission to Crisis then Schizophrenia and then the Royal Ottawa Place, where I slept with another in-patient twice with Dr. Baines knowledge and encouragement after I was drugged).
In her absence, she instructed the covering doctor not to give me any increase in privileges, and restrict me from getting passes to go to the Optometrist (a few minute walk down the street) and Service Ontario (a few minute walk down the street) to replace my stolen drivers license (according to the covering doctor, Dr. Labelle - who initiated the Form 33 during my last hospitalization, one of the doctors in the CPSO complaints).
I need my ID (even if Dr. Rogers is successful in petitioning the Canadian Government to pull my drivers license, then I can apply in person or online for an Ontario Photo ID). Then I can collect donations from my website reynen.ca, since I need to verify my ID with Stripe, and apply to replace my missing birth certificate.
She even tried to get the Public Guardian and Trustee (my Substitute Decision Maker since I am on a form 33) to support forcing the pharmakeia pending the appeal of the Form D decision of the advance directive I wrote while I was mentally capable, but they said 'no' (effectively), and 'not til the appeal process has run its course' (effectively).
I have given up my legal rights, but I can choose when to excise them.
I have zero intention now of any legal (civil or criminal) pursuit of The Royal (for either: personal injury, religious persecution, or human rights violations), the three police officers I reported to the Law Enforcement Complaints Agency (LECA), or the three doctors (Dr. Bardell from The Civic, and Dr. Rostom and Dr. Huang from Mood & Crisis at The Royal) I feel committed medical battery by not respecting my advance directive (and they were all informed of it and instructed by me to seek legal counsel more than once, verbally. My advance directive was shown to them more than once too) before applying for a Form D and/or E like Dr. Rogers did.
The matter regarding the CPSO complaints about seven psychiatrists and the complaint to the Ontario Patient Ombudsman has yet to be dealt with (although both aforementioned parties have acknowledged receipt of the complaints). This isn't criminal or civil, but it is official and ongoing (to the best of my knowledge - I am not always informed of what is happening. They assured me they were taking the matter very seriously, and I appreciated that).
I mean no personal offense, but given events that have transpird, some documented on my website, others in my personal email, I have a hard time trusting that my lawyer (for the Forms 4 and D appeals) has my best interest at heart. I also have a hard time trusting any of the staff at The Royal (and I think it would be unreasonable to call me paranoid at this point).
What do I do now about the inaccuracies in the documentation while I await for my case to be heard ultimately by the Superior Court of Justice (which is a very serious and respectable court. I am on record saying the Consent and Capacity Board is a 'Kangaroo Court')?
P.S. Mark (my lawyer), please do not be upset by this, I need to ask this question to these parties, given everything I am reading in the documentation.)
If Mark writes a poor opinion lawyer, and Legal Aid Ontario wont give me another certificate, since I am financially crippled at present, I will need to be able to have time to get one from The Pro Bono Law Society of Ontario (CC'ing them now). Hopefully, they can provide me with a nice lawyer (I will pray about it).
If there are difficulties there, I will need time to raise money, either from donations or from panhandling at the By-ward Market, should I get privileges to do so (I checked bylaw and this is allowed - I can even sing my hymns), so I can afford one myself. I have a shirt coming in the mail that says 'Jesus loves you and so do I' with reynen.ca on it and a Canadian leaf on each shoulder.
I hope I will not be injected or forced to take pharmakeia again, until the appeal process has run its course. I hate being taken advantage of. It may just take time.
Then again, there was an implicit threat (I believe) within the documentation: That I did not appreciate when I wrote the advance directive that I may be indefinitely detained or die in hospital if I continue to reject the pharmakeia.
I am a Christian.
I am non violent and not suicidal (to my core). I see that as sin.
I would never be violent. But I would definitely resort to suicide if I had to take the pharmakeia by pill IF the appeal process failed (I must respect the authority of the Canadian Government as a Christian) or I was injected from a code white ever again (like they did at The Civic).
I see that as less sin than the pharmakeia.
My personal conviction is that it would be better to die or be detained indefinitely surrounded by some of the people responsible for my ongoing and longstanding religious persecution than it would be to voluntarily take the pharmakeia again.
I will continue to be patient and keep going through the documentation from the Form D hearing and making notes on my ePaper tablet where I see blatant discrepancies, omissions, oversights and illogical inferences. But, remember, I am not a lawyer.
I am unemployed, a psychiatric prisoner, and a no-touch torture survivor and satanic ritual abuse survivor. Patients and staff, and even passersby on hospital property, have assaulted me, threatened me with death verbally, spit on me, harassed me, mocked me, and medical negligence almost resorted in me dying.
I am also highly empathetic and I am surrounded by people suffering every day, being coerced or forced onto pharmakeia and (in my humble opinion) being taken advantage of to the full extent that the Canadian Government allows.
It is hard for me to think sometimes because of all of this.
Can someone please advise me as to what my next steps should be, legally? I will be patient (by God's grace).
I cannot even represent myself legally since I am on a Form 33 (I believe).
Thank you for taking the time to read this e-mail.
I will continue to choose to place my trust in God: My Abba, Christ Jesus, and the Holy Spirit.
I hope by the time you read this, you have had a lovely weekend.
Regards,
Steven Reynen
a little one of Christ Jesus (one of many)
reynen.ca
Jesus loves you!
(and so do I!)
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