What exactly did Dr. Rogers diagnosis me with on April 9th, 2025? Did she attempt to gaslight me again yesterday? You decide. (WORK IN PROGRESS)
Dr. Rogers said yesterday that she now believes that I may have ADHD and GAD. They are just not posing as a 'problem' now. That she didn't deny that it was possible Dr. Baines was right, and that I had ADHD and GAD.
Please read this post and decide for yourself whether Dr. Rogers was trying to gaslight me again, given what she said yesterday and what she said on audio recording.
Please note: one of the best defences against gaslighting is to take comprehensive notes to refer back to. Gaslighting is psychological abuse. Dr. Rogers is my inpatient doctor, she has 'power' over me. I cannot escape this abuse because I am both an involuntary patient and have been declared mentally incapable to consent to treatment with anti-psychotic medications. And she wants my advance directive discarded via her Form D application to the Consent and Capacity Board so she can force me to take the pharmakeia, and thus far the Canadian Government has supported her.
She said I should review my documentation, when I challenged her that she previously indicated that she did not believe I had ADHD. So I will follow this suggestion and review my supporting documentation.
Here is the audio recording:
Here is a downloadable link of an MP3 version of the audio recording:
downloadable .mp3 audio recording of the April 9th, 2025 appointment with Dr. Tabitha Rogers
Here is the transcript of the audio recording (Originally transcribed by Notta on April 10th, 2025 and manually edited by me on July 1st, 2025. This is a publically shared view-only link to a live document.)
Transcript of April 9th, 2025 appointment with Dr. Tabitha Rogers
Please note: there may still be inaccuracies in the transcription, but you can refer to the audio recording above yourself, if you so choose).
Relevant quotes from the Transcript
Steven Reynen
All right, so now this is a session in my office here at the Schizophrenia North. Technically, it's Dr. Roger Tabitha, Dr. Tabitha Rogers office. Okay. Uh, but we're here and we're recording so that I don't misremember anything. And she dare not gaslight me. We'll have it all on record. All right. So what is my full diagnosis in your professional opinion, all the axes.
Dr. Tabitha Rogers
Axis One: Schizoaffective Disorder currently manic
Steven Reynen
Now, could the elation be joy from the Holy Spirit? And could the liability be things just changing around me so I'm adjusting to it? And the incongruity, could that be (something)? One second, I'm going to pause the music. It's distracting. Sounds good. I don’t want to be distracted. I could also have ADHD, which is part of William Barron syndrome. So could the incongruity be me masking how I really feel with humor because I'm suffering and I don't want to show how I really feel sometimes?
Dr. Tabitha Rogers
So I would say that's your interpretation. We each have different interpretations.
WORK IN PROGRESS
Even if the diagnosis of Schizoaffective Disorder Bipolar Type One was correct, and I believe it actually is Dissociative Identity Disorder from childhood and ongoing Satanic Ritual Abuse in conjunction with no-touch torture (please see the resources page for more details)...
I still consider pharmakeia to be sin.
(and I want an official independent second opinion nonetheless)
I am a Christian. And I'd rather deal with any possible symptoms associated with this alleged (and in my humble opinion) false diagnosis without any pharmakeia.
Please see my advance directive.
I am a Christian. I do not want to be literally forced into sin. I am doing everything I can to protest this peacefully.
Please see this post about Luke 17:1-3.
I want an official written response from Dr. Rogers for these questions.
In closing...
Food for thought: do they (Dr. Rogers, Dr. Labelle, Dr. Baines, nurses and orderlies here at The Royal, the Client & Family Relations Team Manager) keep reminding me that it is possible that they can inject me, knowing I consider it to be sin, so that I lash out, so they can feel justified in injecting me? What is the intention of their heart? Are they trying to lure me into sin? Remember, I consider any form of violence, including suicide to be sin.
See my post on 'The Bear Circus', please.
Should the people involved in treating me this way be allowed to continue to do so?
Perhaps I should start e-mailing copies of this issue in my newsletter to my stronger and wiser brothers and sisters in Christ (which in my humble opinion must be most, if not all of them).