Dr. Rogers HOPES I don't kill myself if the Government supports the forced pharmakeia

Had a meeting with Dr. Rogers.

She told me she hopes I don't kill myself if the Canadian Government is successful in forcing me to take the pharmakeia.

I told her the last time they forced me onto Clozapine I gained 250 pounds and was developing heart problems and type two diabetes, among other very serious health concerns

Now, even if I don't make a spectacle of the suicide attempt and ensure it is successful, the pharmakeia would ultimately kill me. What a slow and painful death, with the inability to think for myself since I would be chemically lobotomized. No wonder they call it a Form 33 (the age the Lord of Lords and King of Kings was when he was crucified).

I told her I hope I walk out of here without being forced on the pharmakeia and that she ends up being my sister in Christ forever.

Either way. Death by pharmakeia, or released without being forced to take it: My Abba knows best always. To God be ALL the glory.

P.S. She told me she hopes I re-initiate contact with my parents. I reminded her I am an MK ULTRA slave no longer and that they want me on the pharmakeia (and betrayed me to get me here) and I cut contact with my entire extended family. (See Luke 18:29-30)

P.P.S. She told me it is unlikely I get my cigarette privileges while she goes on her two week vacation soon (I will still be restricted to unit for contacting CSIS and the police). But, she will talk to the unit manager about allowing me to go to the courtyard on schizophrenia north so I can enjoy the fresh air, play some soccer, read the bible, and get away from the patients threatening me, spitting on me, and assaulting me.