First ODSP Cheque For $149 - Personal Needs as an Involuntary Patient (Psychiatric Prisoner)

I am down to $149 a month on ODSP.

$120 for three cartons of menthol cigarettes from a storefront downtown and the remaining $29 for other essentials.

In my book on the Canadian mental health system I will likely write about financial dependencies and learned helplessness.

Emotional and psychological abuse will be spoken about too.

Now, in the occult, some practitioners signal (dog-whistle) things with numbers and attribute all kinds of meanings to them: perhaps they even do rituals featuring them. There is biblical gematria as well, and there are obvious patterns within the bible. But, I try to steer clear from occult practices like horoscopes and numerology and what not: I am not even sure how that stuff works, nor do I want to learn.

This all being said, my out patient doctor wrote a 149 page document for my CCB hearing for my Form D. Perhaps it is just a coincidence.

If somehow I am still a psychiatric prisoner during the great tribulation I would not be able to buy and sell anyway (since I would not take the mark of the beast under any circumstance) while I awaited being beheaded during the reign of the Anti-Christ.

I must keep in mind I should take things day by day. I have no idea what I am having for supper tonight, let alone whether I will even be around during the reign of the Anti-Christ.