I am looking for the right Christian wife

In the off chance I get discharged, and I am hoping I do, I want a Christian wife. I would even like two children, should God undo my vesectomy. Maybe we could be Christian (not Catholic) missionaries in Africa!

(Side note: it would be so cool if she was once an MK ULTRA slave or formerly an occultist - but she need not necessarily once have been. We could work through it together and use everything we had been through to advance the Kingdom)

But many people target me and abuse me in various ways. No-touch Torture. Satanic Ritual Abuse. Gang-stalking. Illegal Surveillance.

I have had masked men approach me, with the implicit threat that they are armed. I have had people break into my home and move things around. I have had my technologies cease working at inopportune times.

I have all kinds of stories of my weakness, helplessness, brokenness, and powerlessness. How Jesus keeps saving me over and over again. Praise the LORD!

I have had a white van pull up on my secluded street in the middle of the night. Park in front of me, and flash their lights. I waved on walked on by.

A first date question (she won't be a worldling after all, but she would have wants and needs and desires and her own calling, too!) would be this:

Are you willing to be tortured to death for Jesus? To die in a home invasion? To watch me be tortured to death in front of you or vice versa?

I don't want this to happen obviously, but it is possible if God permits it.

I had voices threatening to flay me alive on day two of being saved by Jesus.

Maybe they intend to make good on that threat.

I don't fear pain. I don't fear death. I am a Christian. What can mere mortals do to me? I thank the LORD for helping to get me to this point.

My wife would need to have the same attitude.

If you think you fit the bill, send me an email at steven@reynen.ca. (But then again, that could be a clever catfish).

But remember, I have massive trust issues, and you would have to gain my trust. I wouldn't abuse it. And, you would have to determine yourself if 'the juice was worth the squeeze'. I am not everyone's cup of tea.

Oh, and absolutely ZERO sex before marriage. I would want our relationship to be different.

But maybe my Abba made just the right women, for a wretch like me.

Another fool for Christ.

To God be ALL the glory!