I don't want a foundation in my name...

Let me start by saying, I love Rhona Reynen, and have already forgiven her of any trespass. I think, although it isn't professionally diagnosed, she has a condition called Munchhausen syndrome, and she also engages in behaviour that could be referred to as Munchhausen Syndrome by Proxy. She was badly abused as a child (she is an MK ULTRA slave herself, even though I have been set free) and would always say how much it hurt her that my Poppy (who passed a few years ago) would never tell her that he loved her. I won't get into more specifics, that is not my place, but I really don't want a foundation in my name like 'Do it for Daron'.

She thinks I need to be on the pharmakeia. That all this talk of MK ULTRA is a delusion and that I have schizoaffective disorder. Right now she is my only visible subscriber, at least on my end.

I am being walked to suicide, and it is supported by the staff at The Royal, the Canadian Government, and my own family. If they are successful in forcing me on the pharmakeia again, and that are unsuccessful in using the pharmakeia to render my brain complete mush and get me back living with my parents like they did last time, and I am successful in killing myself, because I would prefer death to being on the pharmakeia again, I never want a foundation opened in my name promoting pharmakeia.

If there is ever a campaign, led by Rhona Reynen, saying "I tried to warn everyone he was suicidal, and delusional, and if only he took CobenfyTM my eldest son, of the three sons I had, who were born three years and three years apart, would still be alive living in the nice basement apartment. He might still have 'attenuated psychosis' and think sometimes we are abusing him emotionally, psychologically, or spiritually, or that we are occultists, or Moloch worshippers, and MK ULTRA handlers, and he might still think the pharmakeia is destroying his mind and body, but on CobenfyTM, he wouldn't have gained all the weight. And he'd be eating his pizza, singing his hymns. Maybe he would have even helped me find a church that would take me in and they would have accepted me, despite all of my baggage. Maybe the home security cameras, which weren't actually connected to a service, and he used to ask us, 'why are they even there then mom?' and we'd give him different responses, and he was so brain dead on the ClozapineTM he would just forget about it for a moment and move on, would be capturing how great he would have been doing on CobenfyTM and we would be going to the cottages, where he would isolate away from his family while we had our fun, and he'd be crying and warning us about biblical concepts, but at least he would be comfortable, and he would be alive. Schizophrenia has claimed another one of my loved ones."

I would rather die, then end back up with my family that has betrayed me.

I have walked away from my entire extended family.

If they are successful in forcing me on pharmakeia, I will ultimately kill myself on webcam, and if that doesn't work, then in a park somewhere, when no one is looking, and there are no children around. I would be telling people that I won't kill myself at that point, because I would want to be successful in the attempt, wouldn't want to end up back at The Civic with a debilitating physical health problem, or at The Royal, where they would abuse me, and I would be less able to defend myself, since I would be strung out on whatever drugs they chose for me.

So, if the Canadian Government gets me on the pharmakeia one more time, please bookmark fakechickensoup.farm. My Abba, Christ Jesus, and the Holy Spirit will help me through that too, should it come to that.

By the way, forgive any typos or grammatical errors. I am having a hard time thinking. Please keep in mind I am a Satanic Ritual Abuse survivour as well as a No Touch Torture Survivor, and sometimes between 3 and 6 in the morning it is a bit worse. I just felt the need to get this off my chest.

Rhona if you are reading this. I forgive you. Please don't make a foundation in my name. I am not George (her brother, a self professed Christian, who hung himself in a psychiatric prison when I was three). And, you would be dishonouring my memory that way. Jesus loves you, Rhona. And, I do too. I just want you to leave me alone. You can still follow me on my website though if you would like.