If a patient ends up killing me, please have them read this.
I have been struck repeatedly three times by one patient.
I have been pushed twice by another.
I have been punched in the hip and the jaw by another (left bruises on my hip). He was quite strong, and I am glad he didn't sucker punch me.
Another patient threatened my life verbally twice.
Another patient spat on me.
Another time my wallet was stolen and never found.
Another time a patient stole my cross from my desk in my room.
Many patients have sworn at me, mocked me and berated me.
One patient even lied to me that the food he gave me didn't have peanuts, and I almost died from anaphylaxis. I projectile vomited on camera and everything.
[Later, even though staff know I am deadly allergic to peanuts, as there are signs on the entrances saying no peanuts or kiwi, they brought food onto the unit twice that had traces, and one more I vomited, and once I just got itchy and a hard time breathing]
Another time a passerby on hospital property laid hands on me in various way.
Another time what I assume was a visitor laid hands on me and mocked me.
All of these patients are on pharmakeia, which makes them easily manipulated and controlled. Many of them, if not all of them, I suspect are MK ULTRA slaves. If they weren't on the poison I suspect they would have a better chance at standing up the abuse of power that happen here on a regular basis!
Are staff encouraging and/or supporting, through whatever means, all of this abuse? Are they programming them to assault me? I shouldn't be surprised if this is the case, with the amount of staff that have looked at me licking their lips and throwing up a 666 hand gesture!
Why hasn't this been dealt with?
I am ready to live, suffer and die for Jesus. Any day. Rain or shine.
The patients might be being groomed into doing it. And, they were made so vulnerable and easily exploited by the very pharmakeia they are promoting to help with an illness that they admit they don't even understand (Schizophrenia). Which they likely don't even have! Where is the DID expert here at The Royal? There isn't one doctor here that can do a differential diagnosis for DID according to my in-patient doctor, Dr. Rogers.
That smells awfully suspect!
What else can I do? I have alerted security, the Ottawa Police Services, CSIS, the doctors, the managers, The Royal CEO Cara Vaccarino, and the Consent and Capacity Board about the events happening here. I am documenting all of this on my website, too! And they can all subscribe to my website or just visit it!
If a patient stabs me in the neck with a pen, or bashes me in the skull with the coffee kettle and I die, I hope the Canadian legal system goes easy on them given the circumstances.
If it does happen, and they read this, know that I forgive them, and I hope they accept Christ Jesus' free gift. I would still want them to be my brother or sister in Christ forever.
To the patient that murdered me (should it happen):
You are likely an MK ULTRA slave. I am sorry everyone stood idly by while it escalated to this point. You need Jesus. Believe in Jesus and he will get you through everything. And I love you enough, to remind that He loves you.
I can see the bars. But I am free in Christ.
You might end up in bars again too, but you too could be free in Christ.