If they... (intentionally cryptic)
Wouldn't be good. But God willing it won't get to the first 'if'.
If 'they' dirty code white me... while everyone watches...
And then... If 'they' take away the swim I'd wait months for, and comply with all their baloney...
And then... If 'they' take away my Mr. safety and fire clerk plans...
And then... If 'they' keep pushing it to the limit... making me MK ULTRA psych ward variant cough and squat....
Oh Boy! doesn't begin to describe.
I prayed that it doesn't reach the first if, and I've asked my Abba confidently and not doubting in Lord Christ Jesus name. But even if, if, if, if, my Abba, Christ Jesus, and the Holy Spirit will help me get through that, too!
I've done and am doing everything I can, solely by God's amazing grace, as a broken, weak, helpless, and powerless wretch and former MK ULTRA slave.
Have mercy on them Abba, for they know not what they do.
From the 'top' to the 'bottom' I want each and every one of them to end up being my brothers and sisters in Christ.