It is July 2nd, 2025 and I have never felt so free!
There is tremendous freedom in Christ.
And, I learned something else today.
I am under a life sentence at present.
I have accepted it as reality, and it feels like an enormous load has been lifted off of my shoulders.
If I ever get discharged, that is a bonus!
If a gunman comes up to the fence (that is easily scalable) at The Royal and shoots me, he just martyred me for Jesus Christ, and I double dip!
What is Dr. Rogers going to do next?
What more is there to say to Dr. Rogers other than to request permission to get staff to accompany me to appointments she deems eligible (based on staff availability)?
She has already restricted me to unit until I am seen by the Superior Court of Justice, regardless of my behaviour.
Take away my supervised courtyard privileges?
Are staff going to try and cross boundaries with me over and over getting me in physical, and then mechanical restraints, then pull out a needle and try run some sort of sick mind game?
Are the patients going to keep spitting on me, and threatening me, and assaulting me, and cursing me?
Are they going to individually 'run the numbers' and determine whether they love themselves more than they hate me? (And if they truly loved themselves they would accept Christ Jesus' free gift so they don't end up in the lake?)
Or whether it is even worth wasting their time to mess with me?
They could actually dirty code white me any given day, and then this happens.
Is this the 'Stanley Cup' they were hoping for? Was it even their idea in the first place? Some of them were dancing about it two nights ago (I believe)!
Any of the scenarios in the document get me out of here, one way or the other.
Until then, I just take things day by day: trusting my Abba, Christ Jesus, and the Holy Spirit with everything.
Seeing is believing when it comes to my persecutors here at The Royal, because it would be foolish at this point to trust any of them.
I am going to become a lawyer, God willing, to help some of the very people responsible for my psychiatric imprisonment and/or persecution!
To God be ALL the glory.
My suffering will only be for a little while.
My eternal reward will be forever and ever.
And it gets better every single second I am held here, and every single time I am persecuted.
Hallelujah!
My Abba is so very wise!
Update: July 3rd, 2025
P.S. There is a video game called Diablo 2 (I used to be addicted to it). If you took the character, stripped him of all of his equipment, including his weapons, and had him just running around the Secret Cow Level past all the Hell Cow Non-Playing Characters (NPCs), would the NPCs eventually stop chasing him and attacking him?
Has someone written a D2 bot or reverse engineered the Diablo 2 source code to check this?
If someone wanted to simulate this in real life, what would that look like?
Remember, I am not a Necromancer, or a Barbarian, or a Sorcerer, or a Druid, or an Amazon, or a Paladin, or an Assassin.
And, people are not Non-Playing Characters, they are human beings made in God's image, even if they are programmable MK ULTRA slaves.
In Diablo 2 the character has potions, but I have Christ Jesus, my Abba, and the Holy Spirit.
In Diablo 2, on soft core, if the character dies, he resurrects and can run back to his body to regain his possessions. In real life, if I die, I stay dead: like how in Diablo 2 on hard core, if the character dies, that is it.
"You have died. Press ESC to continue. Your deeds of valor will be remembered."
It is a crime what has and is being done to them, and it is a crime what has been done and is being done to me, because this isn't a video game.