Processing more of my trauma in a different way
I’m beginning to be able to visualize more of my memories internally as of a couple hours ago and I feel all kinds of things draining or otherwise leaving my right eye.
— Steven Reynen (@StevenReynen) December 16, 2025
I live by faith not by sight so I cannot be more descriptive
Before I would visualize my memories externally and feel associated sensations (including various degrees of extreme pain). I have also been processing my trauma implicitly but this feels very different
— Steven Reynen (@StevenReynen) December 16, 2025
Praise the LORD for helping me every step of the way
— Steven Reynen (@StevenReynen) December 16, 2025
The Devil did something to my pineal gland well after I was saved, laughing at me saying “trust your Abba”.
— Steven Reynen (@StevenReynen) December 16, 2025
Maybe whatever he did is coming undone
My estranged mom would tell me when I was born she thought I was Jesus, and that she had a burning bush experience with a eucalyptus plant in our living room when I was only little.
— Steven Reynen (@StevenReynen) December 16, 2025
Saved by grace through faith in Christ since 2020.
If God can do it for me, he can do it for you!