Rationale for my Public Documentation
I try to keep all parties appraised of what is happening and to document what is going on, so I frequently send email communications to the parties involved in my treatment at Schizophrenia North at The Royal. I do this also because I believe in, and prefer, open and honest communication. I have sent many emails to:
Jonathan Vant: Client and Family Relations Team Manager
Natania Abebe: Schizophrenia North Unit Manager
Dr. Tabitha Rogers: My In-patient Psychiatrist
Dr. Alexandra Baines: MY Out-patient Psychiatrist
Legal Services at The Royal
Cara Vaccarino: CEO of The Royal (I have stopped sending her emails for a while now)
Please note: It is easy to map titles of staff members to names and emails. I am not divulging the names of any patients here at Schizophrenia North publically, nor any details of what has gone on with them, tied to their name. This website is also for documentation purposes, since it is likely I will need to return to these notes for court proceedings.
I have also made many notes on my various meetings with staff at The Royal on my e-Paper reMarkable Tablet, a parting gift from my parents Rhona and Gordon (from the appointments I had with the Schizophrenia Unit Social Worker Joana Asare to my appointments with Dr. Rogers herself). These are backed up to the cloud on myRemarkable myFiles.
My possessions might also be stolen or damaged, at any given point (like my wallet, which was stolen and never found despite this being a locked and 'secure' unit). Dr. Rogers has still not yet allowed me to go to return to Service Ontario in order to replace my stolen Drivers License.
My website is indexed by Google. I just initiated a snapshot of my website with the WayBackMachine on archive.org (July 6th, 2025).
I am considering switching to a Windows 11 install on my laptop for easier archiving purposes. I intend to purchase an iMac desktop for my studies with Carleton, this will make everything much more straight forward regarding digital backups. I also backup many of my documents and files and emails to Proton Drive. Some items are also backed up on Google Drive.
Since some staff here are directly involved in my ongoing abuse, persecution, and discrimination, and others are just indirectly, and all are potentially fearful of legal reprisal for their actions and thereby have a possible motive, I simply do not trust my that my possessions will be safe, even those secured in my locked 'cubby' in my room, which contain my passwords to various websites.
It is theoretically possible that my 'cubby' is broken into and emails are sent from my email address and/or both my physical and digital records are destroyed.
Therefore I feel it is important to run this website, have it indexed by Google, and periodically have a snapshot taken at archive.org.
I am also very transparent, and know I have been an ongoing victim of illegal surveillance for some time, not to mention no touch torture, gang-stalking, and satanic ritual abuse. Note: I should release an issue about this specifically in the future.
Some of my posts are more or less 'elegant' than others, but please be patient with me. I am in a high stress scenario, where I have been explicitly and implicitly threatened, spit on, assaulted, mocked, medically battered, being walked to suicide, and I am also in the process of having the pharmakeia I was injected with naturally leave my body.
I remember saying as they injected me the last time on March 11th, 2025:
God have mercy on them for they know not what they do.
Both Jonathan Vant and Dr. Rogers have requested that I limit any emails that I send to them to one a day. I struggle with impulsivity, be it due to Williams Syndrome or ADHD. I am also developing the fruit of the Holy Spirit of self control. By God's grace I will try to only send one email a day from now on (starting yesterday).
Jonathan Vant and Dr. Rogers also both told me that they regularly check for updates to my website. They failed to subscribe while there was still a free option.
My website will always be free and open to the public. A subscription just allows you to get optional immediate automatic email notifications. It is the exact same content.