Request for MAID - Barring an end to the Torture
Greetings,
As you may know, I am being forced to submit to sin. The 'treatment' (pharmakeia) Clozapine is being forced upon me, and enforced by my nation state, Canada.
In the book of Daniel, Daniel seeks the Babylonian King's permission to not defile himself with the royal food.
I have sought permission from Dr. Rogers, The Royal, and Canada not to be forced to submit to this, and yet they insist on doing so and claim it is in my best interest.
I am fully aware of the facts (I am aware I have a mental illness, Schizoaffective Disorder Bipolar Type 1) and I am fully aware of the reasonably foreseeable consequences of not taking the treatment (I would rather severely decompensate and be indefinitely held in a psychiatric prison, rather than forced to consume a sinful substance). I believe I am mentally capable at present, and have been for some time, and am hoping either Dr. Rogers or Dr. Baines (my out-patient psychiatrist at present) find me as such, so an end can be put to this madness.
But, should neither of them do so, I want to initiate applying for MAID when it is made available for those whose sole condition is a mental disorder (March 17, 2025).
As a Christian, I am never expected to carry a cross I cannot bear, but what has been done to me is an unprecedented level of torture, being carried out in broad daylight by Canada. Out of love to God I struggle with suicidal ideation every single day (I will not act on it, until I get the approval for MAID) to put an end to my body, which is a temple of the Holy Spirit, being defiled.
Dr. Baines has previously affirmed I was mentally capable after having been hospitalized and treated, and Dr. Rogers stated that she may find me so as well.
Should the torture not end, or be stopped only to be reinitiated, I want to begin the process of applying for MAID.
Please help me with this.
Regards,
Steven Reynen
a little one of Christ Jesus (one of many)
reynen.ca
Jesus loves you!
(and so do I!)
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Dr. Rogers wants to take whether or not I am mentally capable to the Consent and Capacity Board come February 28. She also believes MAID may not come out March 17, 2027. She said that smoking more cigarettes may help me with the major side effects I am experiencing from the…
— Steven Reynen (@StevenReynen) December 29, 2025