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Discerning, Testing, Learning, Growing, As A Man And As A Christian

Using scripture to help me in further developing my sound mind with the help of the Holy Spirit. Growing in understanding, moving towards holiness. Writing reminders due to abuse/gaslighting of what is true/possible/not true. Each entry may be a work in progress - will indicate if so.

An idea: Try and fight the finding of incapacity BEFORE I try to flee Canada (Hearing with the CCB in February)

I pulled my appeal of the CCBs decision re: Dr. Rogers Form D/E application for several reasons, including I did not want more parties getting involved in the double bind of luring me, one of many little ones of Christ Jesus, into sin. Now I am being tortured (forced

Dr. Rogers says Canada won’t prevent me from fleeing

Dr. Rogers just told me that I should be able to go get my ID in January and then start applying for my passport. She doesn’t think Canada will prevent me from fleeing to another nation where I will have to detox from the pharmakeia. — Steven Reynen (@StevenReynen) December

Processing more of my trauma in a different way

I’m beginning to be able to visualize more of my memories internally as of a couple hours ago and I feel all kinds of things draining or otherwise leaving my right eye. I live by faith not by sight so I cannot be more descriptive — Steven Reynen (@StevenReynen) December

Saw Dr. Baines today (2 Peter / Jude?)

Coincidentally the patient she was visiting (I will not say her name or give any identifying remarks) told me previously she was a MK ULTRA human slave, and that if she were to ever (paraphrasing) ‘be a Christian, she would be a phony Christian’. I will not be going near

No suicide, their FORCED treatment is already killing me (Living Ad Absurdum)

Why attempt suicide when their treatment they are forcing me to take will kill me? Tat makes zero sense. Living reduction to absurdity — Steven Reynen (@StevenReynen) December 11, 2025 Unless I am FORCED to live with or get in contact with Rhona and Gordon again https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/

Someone please email me some of the illegal surveillance (steven@reynen.ca)

Hmm. I would wager my traffic is still being routed through Montreal even though I have been free in Christ since 2020 pic.twitter.com/WNXplT6XWt — Steven Reynen (@StevenReynen) December 10, 2025 Vriska (Deanne bass) was my social worker. She introduced me to another one of her clients she was

UPDATE (Internet Access Restored). Alive, Tortured (Clozapine AND Invega are being FORCED UPON ME), Suicide Attempted, Almost Died (Hospitalized) from 'Treatment', Not physically raped (yet). Will not attempt suicide again. Will FLEE CANADA, if PERMITTED.

Got my iPhone and computer access back. Post to follow today or tomorrow. I’d like to take my time with it and make it myself without any meddling (or in spite of it). When I say I am the runt of the litter (one of the weakest of Gods

Is there something more I can or should do to prevent being violated via treatment again?

More importantly I considered the clozapine to be sin, and was permitted to get off of it — Steven Reynen (@StevenReynen) November 29, 2025 My Advance DirectiveI sent this advance directive to my psychiatrist (Dr. Baines, my immediate biological family, and my social worker at the time, Robert Taylor) on July

The tragic state of things at The Royal. O Canada

I am at @TheRoyalMHC , awaiting Dr. Rogers and @Canada to demonstrate just how much they hate God by forcing me to submit to sin and then putting me in restraints to keep me alive as they desecrate my body which is a temple of my favourite person, the Holy Spirit,

Rape Victim surronded by People persecuting him for being a Christian while having NO PRIVACY due to Satanic Ritual Abuse and No-Touch Toture

I am processing some of my trauma as a rape victim and I alerted staff to NEVER lay hands on me, after they confiscated one of my coping mechanisms, otherwise I might snap and call them something like "GOOFY C*NTS" if they ever touch me! — Steven Reynen