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Discerning, Testing, Learning, Growing, As A Man And As A Christian

Using scripture to help me in further developing my sound mind with the help of the Holy Spirit. Growing in understanding, moving towards holiness. Writing reminders due to abuse/gaslighting of what is true/possible/not true. Each entry may be a work in progress - will indicate if so.

Stellate Eye Pattern (and talking about pharmakeia and my incorrect diagnoses)

Here are my eyes, inter-webs! Not a great photo, but it must make do. Very obvious in the mirror that I have a stellate eye pattern. This photo shows it to, just not a great quality (I blame the photographer, not the camera). I am not good looking, and I

Staff have restricted me to a hallway because apparently I am 'making faces'... but wait!

Staff are now instructing me I need to be restricted to a hallway of the unit because people are complaing I am making faces. I walk the unit I am restricted to, and pray and sing hymns. Sometimes I am angry, sometimes I am sad, sometimes I pray out loud,

Big Email (Included the Pro Bono Law Society of Ontario for the first time)

To Whom It May Concern, I just spoke briefly with the on call unit manager for Schizophrenia North for today (Sunday June 22nd, 2025). I asked her who I should speak to about the glaring factual inaccuracies contained within the documents from the CCB (Consent and Capacity Board) hearings. Inaccuracies

Telling my night nurse a bit of my experiences with Satanic Ritual Abuse, MK ULTRA, No-Touch Torture, and the healing Jesus did for me, since 2019, but especially in my parents basement

Telling her pieces at a time. One of the main things she does is charting. Documenting everything she sees and hears. I asked her to document what I told her verbally to the best of her recollection and put it in my digital chart, which is private and confidential. (Dr.

Nobody Fills My Heart Like Jesus (Going in Hymn Book: The Second)

Here is a hymn I am enjoying right now, while I am experiencing Satanic Ritual Abuse and No Touch Torture and various other forms of abuse at The Royal. (I am weak, broken, helpless, and powerless, BUT, my Abba, Christ Jesus, and the Holy Spirit are all powerful, all knowing

Once again, the night staff will not follow policy, a staff member is refusing to show me her badge and tell me her name

(name) the night nurse supported (unsure of their name) in not telling me her name. I have spoken with the Client & Family Relations Team Manager about this many times, and he has spoken with the unit manger, but this unacceptable behaviour keeps happening. Something has to change. There is

Clozapine Withdrawal is Brutal

Here is one of many articles documenting just how difficult it is to get off of Clozapine (Just search the Inter-Webs!): Clozapine discontinuation withdrawal symptoms in schizophrenia I suffered for months with this. I described the symptoms in detailed with my outpatient psychiatrist (Dr. Baines) in detail and brought her

Reasons for Decision: Form E application to the CCB by Dr. Rogers (w/ Dr. Baines)

Here are links to the document (with my notes on it). See this post for a link to the official response to the Forms 4, 33, and D that I am working on. (Emailed to Dr. Baines, Dr. Rogers, The Client & Family Relations Team, the Consent and Capacity Board,

My first Form A (Contesting the Form 33) Reasons for Decision - Hearing was on January 29th

Here are pictures taken with my webcam of the physical copy of the document. I do not have access to a scanner as an involuntary patient (psychiatric prisoner). I have requested digital copies from the Consent and Capacity Board. When I get those I will upload them as they will

Back when I was 'chicken soup' (as the 'kids' say these days... I ain't hip and jiggy with it...)

Back when my name was Leonard George Durdle Reynen (from Steven to Leonard - born again - back to Steven).

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