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MK ULTRA

A collection of 286 issues

Speculation: How long will I be imprisoned?

I keep telling the staff and patients here that I could be here for days, weeks, months or years. And, sometimes I ask them what their best guess is. Now, keep in mind, I do not have the gift of prophecy. I don't even know what I will

Last time they drugged me here, I slept with an in-patient, and my outpatient doctor supported it

Last time they drugged me here on a Form 33, I ended up sleeping with a fellow in-patient not once, but twice at her apartment within walking distance. Both times I told her I couldn't do it anymore and I felt very guilty. My inpatient and outpatient doctor

I am looking for the right Christian wife

In the off chance I get discharged, and I am hoping I do, I want a Christian wife. I would even like two children, should God undo my vesectomy. Maybe we could be Christian (not Catholic) missionaries in Africa! (Side note: it would be so cool if she was once

Email to Bob JV Arctor (Pseudonym)... again...

Ongoing trend... getting worse and worse... maybe I really do end up getting physically raped and/or pushed down a stairwell.

I am not Shrek: BUT, I am a Christian

Sometimes it feels like the staff (and the patients sometimes too) are out to lynch and crucify me (I am on a Form 33 after all). Like the movie Shrek. They are the villagers, and I am a big sweaty smelly scary ogre. So they abuse their position of power.

Dress Code at The Royal

The same orderly that told me it was hospital policy (and he was 100% sure that this was true) that men could not be topless in the courtyard and threatened to take me back inside if I didn't follow his instruction, told me that if he heard me

What happens if 'they' succeed?

What happens if all of those complicit in me being walked to suicide succeed? There is a difference between attempting murder, and actually succeeding in murdering someone legally. Maybe there is a difference spiritually too! Remember, I am not a lawyer, or a theologian, or God (the judge, who has

There is a patient saying 'Go Satan' and whatnot

There is a patient on the unit, a man in a dress, I will not say his name. But he is saying things like 'Go Satan' and things like this. I get in trouble for singing hymns. But they support this man wearing a dress cheering for the

Yet another email to the Client & Family Relations Team Manager

(an orderly) just held up two fingers over her head then pointed them to me, and said she could read my thoughts. Then I told (name) the nurse that she did this, and she denied it, and so did (name). That is gaslighting and emotional and psychological abuse. What is

Rhona and Gordon Reynen

I explicitly don't want anything bad to happen to my mom and dad. My mom threatens suicide all the time. My dad has threatened to divorce her. My dad sometime looks up where there are the most beautiful women in the world. My parents were my MK ULTRA