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A collection of 140 issues

A letter I wrote for a nurse: I can't make friends here.

The nurse did not want to hear or read the letter I prepared. I wanted to peacefully resolve our minor conflict so nothing festered. I asked for it to be put in my chart, but I also want to document it on my website. (Name), You hurt my feelings, just

Dr. Rogers has requested a room search this evening because she has concerns about suicide (apparently)

I am not violent. I am not suicidal. I say it almost every day. I will only resort to suicide, if and only if, Dr. Rogers is successful in forcing me back onto the pharmakeia. That's it. She has no qualms about forcing me to take the poison

It is July 2nd, 2025 and I have never felt so free!

There is tremendous freedom in Christ. And, I learned something else today. I am under a life sentence at present. I have accepted it as reality, and it feels like an enormous load has been lifted off of my shoulders. If I ever get discharged, that is a bonus! If

How did I end up at The Royal? + Dr. Rogers and the Document I gave her upon her return

Not a rhetorical question, please read this. I don't understand the legal mechanism whereby I was transferred here. I told Dr. Bardell (my inpatient psychiatrist at The Civic) that I considered pharmakeia to be sin (this is reflected in my official records with the Consent and Capacity Board)

I want a Christian wife and kids. But, now I will not start dating til I have passed the bar: I dare to be a Christian lawyer

I am now 'off the market' officially until I become a lawyer (and God willing this will happen). I definitely still desire to have a Christian wife and kids, but I now feel impelled to focus on my studies before I even go on one date. It is

My first slap

Been slapped for the first time here at The Royal. Been explicitly threatened with death. I have been implicitly threatened with death and rape. I have been molested and kissed. I have been punched in the side and the face. (Thankfully I wasn't sucker punched.) I have been

Two* things can be true at once (something I learned in 'the basement') + Has Canada forgotten about God?

I wouldn't wish the various forms of abuse I have endured on anyone. I am eternally thankful for the persecution I have endured because I am a follower of Christ Jesus. I am eternally thankful I was humbled via being broken. I hope my buddies (not friends: both

What exactly did Dr. Rogers diagnosis me with on April 9th, 2025? Did she attempt to gaslight me again yesterday? You decide. (WORK IN PROGRESS)

Dr. Rogers said yesterday that she now believes that I may have ADHD and GAD. They are just not posing as a 'problem' now. That she didn't deny that it was possible Dr. Baines was right, and that I had ADHD and GAD. Please read this

I still want an official written response for these questions.

See this post from June 12th, 2025. Does this coincide with when Dr. Rogers went on vacation? I checked my e-mail in order to verify. It turns out that I got an automatic response from Dr. Rogers indicating that she would be away from the office until June 28th on

If Dr. Rogers insists on restricting me to unit until I stand before the Superior Court of Justice...

Note: I have decided not to further pursue the complaints I previously made to the College of Physicians and Surgeons Ontario for all seven psychiatrists. Dr. Rogers told me that she plans to continue to restrict me to the Schizophrenia North unit, until I get to the Superior Court of