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Psychiatric Prison

A collection of 172 issues

I am not Shrek: BUT, I am a Christian

Sometimes it feels like the staff (and the patients sometimes too) are out to lynch and crucify me (I am on a Form 33 after all). Like the movie Shrek. They are the villagers, and I am a big sweaty smelly scary ogre. So they abuse their position of power.

I thank God for Ali Siddiq

Disclaimer: There is cussing and very mature subjects discussed in this comedy skit. Please don't allow children to watch it. I used to watch comedy like this all the time, but I don't anymore now that I am being regenerated. That being said, I did watch

Dress Code at The Royal

The same orderly that told me it was hospital policy (and he was 100% sure that this was true) that men could not be topless in the courtyard and threatened to take me back inside if I didn't follow his instruction, told me that if he heard me

What happens if 'they' succeed?

What happens if all of those complicit in me being walked to suicide succeed? There is a difference between attempting murder, and actually succeeding in murdering someone legally. Maybe there is a difference spiritually too! Remember, I am not a lawyer, or a theologian, or God (the judge, who has

On the topic of Suicide

Suicide is not a laughing matter. If you are not saved, you end up in the lake of fire. Even die-hard Satanists will end up in the lake, and even they know there is no hope in hell. The Devil hates humanity, and wants to try to take as many

There is a patient saying 'Go Satan' and whatnot

There is a patient on the unit, a man in a dress, I will not say his name. But he is saying things like 'Go Satan' and things like this. I get in trouble for singing hymns. But they support this man wearing a dress cheering for the

Yet another email to the Client & Family Relations Team Manager

(an orderly) just held up two fingers over her head then pointed them to me, and said she could read my thoughts. Then I told (name) the nurse that she did this, and she denied it, and so did (name). That is gaslighting and emotional and psychological abuse. What is

A second patient struck me tonight. The staff blame me singing hymns. I answer to God before I do a nurse.

I was singing hymns, and another patient walked up to me to strike me. I put my hands up in front of me in a STOP motion and said stop. He struck my fingers. Staff came over and escorted him back to his room. Then they said I should stop

Another patient struck me. This time while being escorted to Schizophrenia South courtyard

What is this? Psychward MK ULTRA fight club? I am non violent and not suicidal. What's happening Abba?

Contemplating Recording Renditions of Hymns

I am considering doing it and putting it on YouTube. Music helps me get through the day, particularly hymns. Sometimes when I have felt really alone I have listened to music sung by my family and understood better that my experiences (the joys and the suffering) have been felt by