Two BIG Secrets REVEALED. Never Public before. One I never told ANYONE. (Luke 8:17 - An E-mail)
Hi all,
Luke 8:17
New Living Translation
17 For all that is secret will eventually be brought into the open, and everything that is concealed will be brought to light and made known to all.
Prior to my involuntary hospitalization where I was found incapable I experienced several instances where it felt I lost complete or partial control of my body (and I maintain that I actually did).
I never threatened my parents, nor pointed a knife at my father or held it to his neck, despite all the documentation alleging that I did. My father and mother (Gordon and Rhona) have confirmed (in writing too) to me and Dr. Rogers that this did not happen, and yet she still maintains that I did I this upcoming CCB Hearing on October 31 regarding my involuntary stay (error in fact and a blatant lie at this point).
I did have many conversations with them about the loss of control of body movements and my concern about it. All three of us were highly distressed and rightfully so. But I maintained the entire time that psychotropics are sin, ever since shortly after I was found mentally capable (it is even in the advance directive itself which has other serious reasons why I never want to take them again).
There are two events I never told them about. But I will speak to them now. I did not want to give them further cause for alarm.
One time I lost complete control of my body, but was still aware of what was happening, was marched downstairs to the basement, forced to grab a steak knife, place my extended left hand on the counter, and then swing the steak knife, swiftly and with force in a downward motion (out of my control) into it. Somehow the steak knife only went a fraction of a centimetre deep.
Another time, I lost complete control and was marched into my kitchen from the bedroom, (grabbed) a paper-towel dowel, and literally (sodomized) myself. I did not want this being done to me obviously, as with the incident with the steak knife, I am not a masochist, nor do I have any homosexual tendencies. This was deeply troubling for me, but I did not want to speak about it for the obvious reason that no one would believe me, and even if they did, they would not believe that it wasn’t me just doing it to myself for some reason I can not comprehend.
I am unsure if this is the result of Satanic Ritual Abuse, No-Touch Torture or remaining alternate personalities from Dissociative Identity Disorder.
It is also possible that these are attributable to the documented side effects of Clozapine, including:
Uncontrolled chewing movements
Uncontrolled movements of the arms and legs
Feeling that others are watching you or controlling your behavior
Feeling that others can hear your thoughts
Feeling, seeing, or hearing things that are not there
Holding false beliefs that cannot be changed by fact
Due to the fact that I am still experiencing these uncontrollable body movements, albeit no where near the same extreme, I am not contesting the involuntary status and I am willing to be voluntary until they are resolved, even if that means I am an involuntary patient for the rest of my life. I am not however willing to submit to the proposed ‘treatment’ as it is SIN. (This is a separate matter).
Today I took a walk on grounds accompanied by a staff member. She also let me (have) two cigarettes on the sidewalk and I greatly appreciated that. There were no incidents.
I have never been violent with anyone during my hospitalization despite the fact that both staff and patients have physically assaulted me, sexually harassed me, threatened me, spit on me, and emotionally and psychologically abused me (the main reason I want to go to Ontario Shores). I have, by Gods grace, turned the other cheek.
The suicidal ideation is directly tied to the treatment which is sin being forced upon me, and the DSM even acknowledges that suicidal ideation tied to distressing life events is not indicative of mental illness. I am making every effort not to bring it up, as long as there is still hope I will not have treatment that is sin forced upon me.
Andrew I hope you bring this up during the hearing. I will appeal their decision and argue myself all the errors in law and fact that I can find at the Superior Court of (Justice). I will not be attending on the 31st as I have no confidence in the Consent and Capacity Board.
Regards,
Steven
A little one of Christ Jesus
Reynen.ca
P.S. I am CCing Rhona and Gordon Reynen on this email. But they are blocked on every platform. I will never speak with them again. I won’t even be going to either of their funerals if they die before me. Despite knowing about my Christian convictions that psychotropics are sin, they continue to try and lure me into sin (Luke 17:1-3). My mom professes to be a Christian, but is not. This is one of the many reasons I know (and there are many verses in Scripture to support this).
Due to Luke 18:29-30, and other Scripture indicating it is imperative to love Jesus more than anyone, even your own life, they, and the rest of my biological family are never welcome in my life again. This is based in Scripture. I love Rhona and Gordon, but I love Jesus much more, and luring someone into sin is VERY serious.
Per Syndicat Northcrest v Amselem (binding Supreme Court Case Law) it is not the place of the state, aside from determining sincerity, to question the validity of one’s religious beliefs (simply put). Even Dr. Rogers and the CCB do not doubt my sincerity, and my beliefs were officially indicated in writing in my advance directive while I was recently and indisputably declared mentally capable (July 2024). This position has never changed since, and this too is well documented.
I am so tired of all the errors in law and fact that are involved in my legal disputes. I will attempt to address as many of them as I can when I appeal the upcoming decision rendered by the CCB after the hearing on October 31 to the SCJ (assuming this appeal, like my previous Form A appeal are not blocked)
If you want to confirm with them in writing that I never threatened either of them nor held a knife against my fathers neck, as repeatedly stated in my ongoing legal battles, you now have their emails. Please do not speak with them about anything else)
I am also now mentally capable as per Starson V Swayze (binding ruling by the Supreme Court) and have applied to the board for a Form A hearing due to a change in material circumstances while I continue the legal battle of Dr. Rogers Forms D /E application for which there is no significant case law. It may actually go the Supreme Court for that reason and for the constitutional question re: sections 2a, 2b, 7, 12, and 15 of the charter.
Steven Reynen